Chapter Nine
less it seems! But so vividly of, in years—of t ics; and of t once ttings of coir, a piece of text on t is to do t sent me. I remember an attic stair, a ness of lead beneatful drop to the ground—
I must fall into sleep, t plunge to t layers of t. But t quite quite draugging of tly be my form in t seems sing and queer—no say o s. I call for Agnes. I e forgotten t sten Ric. I call for Agnes, and it seems to me s so take a do it to punis take t! I say; but sakes it, serrible darkness and I , beyond tain. It seems to me t mucime passes before t comes back. But and sees my face, she screams.
Dont look at me! I cry. And t leave me! For I , if say, some calamity, some dreadful t kno, cannot name it—ed; and I—
or sne—o be freckled. I gaze at know her.
S is strange to me: Its Sue, miss. Only Sue. You see me? You are dreaming.
Dreaming?
Souc like Agnes, after all, but like— Like no-one. Ss Sue. t Agnes ina, and is gone back lie dont be ill.
I s; t once and I kno, my ungaugeable future. Sranger to me, but part of it all.
Dont leave me, Sue! I say.
I feel ate. ig so climb across me, and s and lies me, my hair.
S soon lie still. t. I feel t of le rumble of you? Good girl.
Good girl, s been since anyone at Briar believed me good? But s. S believe it, for t. I must be good, and kind, and simple. Isnt gold said to be good? I am like gold to er all. So ruin me; but, not yet. For no, to squander—
I kno