t rengt to   .

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    I am sinking, but I sil I aken t step.

    I  to keep on doing sometil tch me unawares.

    I may relax and go to sleep -- I dont  to  t of death.

    quot;

    Ouspensky died ep.

    Very fehis.

    is, h occurred.

    taking  step, ;ts it; t step.

    No to fall.

    But before departing let me tell you I dropped my body long ago.

    You  I ime no till I exist.

    t, inside, I still exist.

    Noo fall down.

    quot;

    At time of  in his eyes.

    A peace, joy and radiance he world beyond.

    But one needs to make preparations for tinuous preparation.

    If a person prepares h becomes a wonderful experience.

    t is revealed at time of deatherwise.

    t t  before t.

    Remember, t, ter tars.

    tning stands out like a silver strand, the clouds are.

    Similarly,  t moment ter of life manifests in all its glory -- never before t.

    Deat very center of life -- call it atman, ts full splendor; t luminous.

    But at t moment we become unconscious.

    At t of deat to know our being, we become unconscious.

    o make preparations towards raising ones consciousness.

    Meditation is t preparation.

    Meditation is an experiment in tains to a gradual, voluntary death.