; as it is, t I mean is: first be alert in going ter, one day, invite some misery and see  you can set your consciousness.

    Remember, t of inviting misery is of great significance, because everyone s to invite  no one s to invite misery.

    And teresting t t  comes on its ohe happiness we seek never comes.

    Even side our door.

    to never comes, w in.

    rengto invite misery, it means  e suffering now.

    noy for o invite suffering.

    Noo come and stay.

    But t.

    Until o undertake suc,  try to become as own.

    If y to remain conscious even wh arrives.

    ture o stay aoo.

    Nature, as  if tay conscious in pain, h.

    No one can stay conscious in deat he kind.

    A man named P.

    D.

    Ouspensky died some years ago.

    matician from Russia.

    ury s in relation to death.

    th, he became very ill.

    to stay in bed, but in spite of t it is beyond imagination.

    sleep at nigraveled, he move.

    t; te rest.

    Ouspensky called all  did not say anyto them.

    tayed il  for t time ting deatate.

    t follohe physicians advice.

    Ouspensky replied, quot;I  to experience all kinds of pain, lest t t I might become unconscious.

    I  to go t can create sucamina in me t I can be totally conscious wh comes.

    quot; So for t to go through all kinds of pain.

    ten t t and y  tired, but not Ouspensky.

    ted t  e rest, ot o no avail.

    t  h in his room.